To find a job to live further…
I have to find a new job to live now. I’ll graduate the school I belong to at the end of September 2011 and I have no plans after that; But it is natural that we should work somewhere to live by ourselves every day. I applied for some bakeries and I am waiting for the answers from them.
To meet someone who I’ve never seen before distresses me very much. But I’ll get no results if I’m afraid of it and avoid to find a job. With the small courage I have, I have to do something to live by myself further. Sometimes nostalgia for my hometown, girlfriend and family wells up in my heart, and I’m likely to cry… I always recognize my weakness in such a situation. But I have already known since I started to live in Osaka that it is my own choice. No one forced me to do it.
I try to tell to myself that I doesn’t have to worry about anything; but if I feel apprehension I mustn’t deny it and I should accept this emotion.
No problem… If I fade out from the world, the world won’t change at all.
Thank you for your visit here today.