Things waiting for me in the future…
I had a rest time for four days, but I have to go to my workplace today; Yes, it is Monday today. The day when many people have to start to work again. I’ll meet many stresses and strains, but I must go to work to earn money to live.
I have already written about a fact, which means my present work will come to end in the next month this year. I want to change my work to another one; I plan to enter into a school to realize it. The school is located in a city which is very far away from the town where I live now. In the case to use “Shinkanksen”, which is one of the highest speed train system in the world, it takes about more than 2 hours to arrive there. It is natural that I must move from here to the town. I’m very anxious about it because I have never experienced to live in another town. Further more speaking, I don’t have a plan after graduating from it; Will I be able to get a job after that? I earn money enough to remain living? Considering these matters, I sometimes become to be very worry about them.
But on the other hand, when I’m asked whether I want to remain this job for decades, I can’t say “Yes”. To teach students a subject, in my case it means to teach them how to use computers, is seriously important I think. However it doesn’t mean that I have to remain working at the present workplace; To teach something to someone is very very difficult and it requires to remain being powerful as well as students of those who work as teachers. It is also the significant point for me to make up my mind to change my job.
Even if there are many troubles on the way which we’re going on, we must to be alive on each day till the time we leave for somewhere comes. I think how many troubles and silly, frightful and stupid things there are on the world! We are often in trouble by accident and have to waste our consciousness, time and power to be worry about it or to solve it in some way. You may say, “Yes, that is life”. Yes, it is, that is life… but thought I know the fact, I often become so tired that I feel I can’t remain living in the world!
My friend got married a few months ago and he and his wife are going on the trip around Europe. I hear they enjoyed to do some sight seeing in Florence in Italy for a couple of days, and they are in Paris, France now. I also want to go on a trip in Europe, especially in Germany with my girlfriend. But now isn’t the time to do it… I have been to Germany twice before and I want to go there again. I don’t know whether living hard every day brings us the chance or the opportunity or not; but All I can do now is it only. All things are in a state of flux, and its not only things which we can see on our eyes, but also them which we can’t see but feel; When the time which allows us to go there, I’ll walk on the ground in Europe and feel and enjoy various things and its atmosphere.
Thank you for your visit here today.